LRH: Now, here we go. you don't mind my fixing up an auditor's report for you? We will dignify this with an auditor's report.

This evening what I'm going to try to do is just get in some rudiments, show you it can be done, get in some beginning ruds, get the Havingness command, run that for a few commands and then run end ruds. And I'm just going to do this on the Instructors and give you an idea of this particular type of session. I want you to notice the instant read characteristic of the meter and where the meter reads. Those who maintain that they have gotten the ruds in on the pc and then have – somehow or another – mysteriously they have gone out since the end of the session, simply didn't have the ruds in. That is – it's as easy as that.LRH: All right, let us take the first candidate we have on this. Okay. Little closer. Pick up the cans, would you?

PC: Very good.

PC: Right.

LRH: Okay. I don't think I've ever audited you, have I, Mike?

LRH: Okay. Now. We – what I'm going to do here, is I'm just going to rapidly go down the rudiments, get them in, try a little Havingness and get them in. You've had a lot to do with this setup, and so forth, and you've never been audited.

PC: Think you did a Goals Assessment on me when I first came here.

PC: Never been in this chair.

LRH: I remember. Yeah, that's true.

LRH: That's right. All right, see where we sit here on the meter. All right, you're reading about 2.5 on the meter here which is fine. All right. Is it all right with you if I start this session now?

PC: Well, that wasn't even really started in the session!

PC: Sure.

LRH: Well, you're right. Okay. Is it all right with you if we begin the session now?

LRH: All right, here it is: Start of session. Has the session started for you?

PC: Yeah.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right, here it is. Start of session.

LRH: Sure?

PC: Okay.

PC: Sure.

LRH: Okay, has the session started for you?

LRH: All right. Very good. What goals would you like to set for this very short session?

PC: Yes.

PC: Oh, I'd like to get the ruds in.

LRH: All right. Very good. What we're going to do in this session now is just check your ruds out, run some Havingness and run your end ruds. Okay?

LRH: All right. Any other goal?

PC: Okay. Fine, yeah.

PC: No, I think that'll do, Ron.

LRH: All right. What goals would you like to set for this session?

LRH: All right. Any goal you'd like to set for life or livingness?

PC: Um, well rue got a bit of a present time problem with my girlfriend . I'd like to — uh — feel a little bit happier about that.

PC: Yes, to be more able as a result of this session.

LRH: All right. Okay. Any other goal you'd like to set for this session?

LRH: All right, to be more able… Good. Any other goal?

PC: Um — yeah, to feel a lot brighter at the end of session than I do at the moment.

PC: No, I think it'll do for this session.

LRH: Okay, will do. All right, any other goal?

LRH: All right. Very good. Okay. Look around here and tell me if you can have anything.

PC: No, that will do.

PC: Yep.

LRH: All right. Are there any goals you'd like to set for life or livingness?

LRH: There's a little kick on that. Now we're going to take up havingness in the body of this session, and we're not particularly keen on throwing this thing now. But, just look around here and tell me if there is anything out of order or you feel misplaced or something of that sort.

PC: I'd like to get married.

PC: Yeah, there was a missed withhold there that I didn't tell you. You said look around here and see if you can have anything, and of course I observed it wasn't the usual rudiment that one expects.

LRH: All right. Any other goal you'd like to set for life or livingness?

LRH: I see.

PC: Well, I — I'd like to sort out my future prospects. I'm feeling in a bit of an undecided mood about what to do about the future at the moment.

PC: So I didn't communicate that I did notice that.

LRH: Okay. Very good. All right, how's that, okay?

LRH: oh, all right. All right.

PC: Yeah, that's fine.

PC: No, there's nothing seems out of place.

LRH: All right. Let's see where you're sitting on this, here — 2.4.

LRH: Okay. Good enough. All right. Look around here and tell me if it's all right to audit in this room.

PC: That's quite usual.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: Is that quite ordinary?

LRH: That's null. Thank you very much. Good enough. Now, are you willing to talk to me about your difficulties?

PC: That's quite ordinary, yeah. It seems to sit around about twoish.

PC: Sure.

LRH: All right, look around here and tell me if it's all right to audit in this room.

LRH: Well, there's just a little tiny tick on that. Anything you'd like to say concerning that?

PC: Yeah.

PC: No, I just flashed talking about the difficulties of the – getting the television set up into the new building.

LRH: All right. Okay. Let me check that. Look around here and tell me if it's all right to audit in this room.

LRH: All right.

PC: Yeah.

PC: I flashed on that when you asked me the question.

LRH: Okay. Anything occurs to mind about your . . .

LRH: All right. All right. Are you willing to talk to me about your difficulties?

PC: Well, as I — as I was looking past I noticed that camera up there and that sort of reminded me I was on view.

PC: Sure.

LRH: Right.

LRH: All right, there's a little tick on that. So, who'd I have to be to audit you?

PC: Other than that, the room as itself is all right.

PC: You!

LRH: All right. Good. Let me check this again.

LRH: All right. Very good. Who would I have to be to audit you?

PC: Mm-mm.

PC: Just yourself.

LRH: Look around here and tell me if it's all right to audit in this room. I got a tick now.

LRH: All right. Very good, who would I have to be to audit you?

PC: Yeah, I thought — well, I was probably auditing looking at the camera this time.

PC: Well, I can't think of anybody better than yourself there, now.

LRH: All right, okay. Okay, we are going to run Havingness in this session.

LRH: All right, very good. Let me check this. All right. Are you willing to talk to me about your difficulties?

PC: Yeah.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: Look around here and tell me if it's all right to audit in this room. All right, that's clean. Thank you. All right. Are you willing to talk to me about your difficulties?

LRH: That's null as can be. Thank you very much. That was the last command.

PC: Yes.

PC: All right.

LRH: All right, there's some slight reaction on the end of that.

LRH: All right. Now, I don't think I've audited you very dress parade and so forth, or maybe a little coffee shop.

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: Anything you care to think of?

LRH: So I can't ask you "Since the last session." But, since your last session, when was that?

PC: Well, the only thing is, I felt I'm perfectly willing to talk to you about my difficulties; I'm not sure about the fifty people down there.

PC: Oh, about three weeks ago.

LRH: All right. Okay. Let me check that on the meter.

LRH: Three weeks ago. Since your last session have you done anything you are withholding I got a tick. That's it.

PC: Hm-hm.

PC: Fused the lights. But I'm not withholding that.

LRH: Are you willing to talk to me about your difficulties?

LRH: All right, all right. You satisfied you've answered the question?

PC: Yeah.

PC: No, not really, because I wasn't withholding that. I've already told you about that.

LRH: All right. There i8 still a slight tick on the end of that.

LRH: All right. All right. Let me repeat the command. Since your last session have you done anything you are withholding? That's the tick.

PC: Um — well, I was mainly thinking about — uh — sex problems with my girlfriend, which is — a lot of problems come up, recently.

PC: Well, possibly something to do with a meter read, that I'm checking. Sometimes I'm not too sure of every meter read. I feel I set a high standard there.

LRH: Uh-huh, hm.

LRH: All right. Very good. Let me check that on the meter here. Since your last session have you done anything you are withholding Now, that's clean. Thank you very much. Okay. Now, do you have a present time problem?

PC: And that's what came up at that point.

PC: No.

LRH: All right. All right. Let me check this again on the meter. Are you willing to talk to me about your difficulties?? That's clean. Thank you. All right. Now, when was your last session?

LRH: Well now, I got just a little tick there.

PC: oh, it was, when I was on the course. Last week I was on the course.

PC: Well, a problem getting that – uh – it's right here – the TV set up on – over in the new building

LRH: All right.

LRH: All right. Very good. Let me check that on the meter. Do you have a present time problem? All right, that's – that is an equivocal read. Let me check it once more. Do you have a present time problem?

PC: Be about three weeks ago now.

PC: No.

LRH: All right. Since the last time you were audited have you done anything you are withholding? I got an action.

LRH: I have the tiniest, faintest suggestion of a reaction. It's hardly a reaction.

PC: Yeah, well I thought — well, I've been to bed with my girlfriend a couple of times, and been unsuccessful in trying to have sex with her. It's a sort of a bit of a loss.

PC: Well, what I think of now is I'm not very good at putting things on paper. And I did say I would draw a sketch of the room, and I've started to do that. And that does present a little problem to me.

LRH: Okay. Very good. Let me check that again. Now, since the last time you were audited have you done anything you are withholding? The tiniest shadow of a slowdown.

LRH: All right, very good. Let me check it on the meter now. Do you have a present time problem? I get a latent read on that now, so it's all right. Okay?

PC: Yeah, I thought, well, on a couple of occasions I've agreed with students here when they've been complaining about various aspects of the course. I sort of agreed about it and I felt a bit bad about this. I thought, well I should have just said, "Okay," and acknowledged it, or pulled some missed withholds or done something about it. But these were points I did think needed picking up. So that's how I went into agreement with them.

PC: Okay.

LRH: All right. Very good. Now, let me check that on the meter now. Since the last time you were audited, have you done anything you are withholding That's clean. Thank you.

LRH: Very good. All right. Now, I would like to run some Havingness on you. What would you say to that?

PC: Okay.

PC: Very good.

LRH: All right. Do you have a present time problem? I got a lot of reaction.

LRH: All right. Very good. What is your Havingness Process?

PC: Yeah, I mean I've got lots of them! Um — the present one at the moment is with my girlfriend. Uh — I want to sort some things out this weekend. Possibly another problem is that we finish this session, I got a chance to phone her tonight.

PC: Look around here and find something you could have.

LRH: oh, yes?

LRH: All right. We'll at least check that out and see what we've got here. All right. The command I am going to give you is, "Look around here and find something you could have," okay? Now, is it "could have," or "can have"? Which – which has it been?

PC: Yeah, hm. I've got a deputy to do this in case I don't finish session in time, so I guess that isn't so much of a problem.

PC: "Could have."

LRH: All right, very good. Let me check that again. Do you have a present time problem? All right. I got an equivocal reaction there. Let me ask it once more just to be sure. Do you have a present time problem? Now you listen very carefully, to me now. Do you have a present time problem? I got a reaction.

LRH: "Could have." All right. Here it is: Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: Well, what I thought of then was I have a little problem keeping these ca — I notice my hand was shaking a little bit.

PC: That settee.

LRH: All right.

LRH: Very good. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: And, uh, that was beginning to be a little bit of a problem.

PC: Your hair.

LRH: It isn't reading on the meter.

LRH: Very good. Squeeze the cans. Thank you. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: Hm. Okay, fair enough.

PC: That camera.

LRH: All right. Okay. Let me ask you one more time. Do you have a present time problem? All right. Now, there's — it's probably zero, but I'm going to check it one more time.

LRH: Good. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: Yeah.

PC: The curtains.

LRH: Do you have a present time problem? I got a reaction on it.

LRH: Good. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: Yeah, now I seem. the whole subject of sex seems to be a present time problem to me at the moment.

PC: The paper clips.

LRH: All right. Okay. Okay. Your thinking about it ba — Is there a missed withhold on this?

LRH: Very good. The paper clip?

PC: Hm, well a lot of people have missed the fact that I — I've never had any success in having sex with — with a girl.

PC: The clips…

LRH: All right.

LRH: Oh, my goodness I could – didn't even see them! All right. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: And I feel bad about this.

PC: The carpet.

LRH: All right.

LRH: Very good. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: And uh — hmmm that's it — a lot of people missed this!

PC: The switch gear over there.

LRH: Okay. All right. Let me ask you one more time here. Do you have a present time problem? All right, the read has now gone latent.

LRH: Okay. Squeeze the cans. All right. Lay your hands up on top of the table. Just relax them, relax them now. Now close them. All right. Now just squeeze – just these fingers… Yes. All right. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: Hm, okay

PC: Those three marks – small cut marks on the wall.

LRH: So let's check it one more time, and before we leave it. Do you have a present time problem? There is a little ghost of a slowed rise.

LRH: Good. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: Ah, well, what I thought of there, was getting these checksheets out for the course . . .

PC: The door.

LRH: Right.

LRH: Good. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: ... and uh — it's a bit of a problem to me when I can't give as many checkouts as I'd like to, to students.

PC: The fireplace.

LRH: Hm.

LRH: Very good. Squeeze the cans. Oh, that seems to work. That Havingness Process seems to work. All right. But just on the offbeat chance that there's some suppressions on that…

PC: And I don't feel like Qing and Aing with them all the time; they keep on saying to me, "We want tests; we want tests."

PC: Yes…

LRH: Hm.

LRH: on Havingness Processes – on Havingness Processes, have you suppressed? I smell a mouse here, on this Havingness Process, okay?

PC: And I still feel a little bad if I can't give them all the tests that they need.

PC: All right, yeah.

LRH: All right, very good. Let me ask you again, now. Do you have a present time problem? Equivocal read. Do you have a present time problem? I'm not getting a reaction on this.

LRH: All right. I'm not getting tone arm action on it.

PC: Well, the only thing I was thinking of there, was that it — it just got a little bit of a problem if this was going to clear or not. I was getting a little bit anxious about it.

PC: Do you want my hands up here still ?

LRH: All right. All right. All right, don't — don't be anxious, because it's a — you're reading on present time problem, and then, click. And so forth.

LRH: You can drop them.

PC: Hm-hm.

PC: Thank you.

LRH: All right. Do you have a present time problem? I didn't get an immediate response there.

LRH: I'm sorry. Now, on Havingness Processes, have you suppressed? Well, what have you suppressed on a Havingness Process? I got it there.

PC: Okay.

PC: I've suppressed – suppressed a desire very often in being run – in being run on a process, to beat the auditor to the command. In other words, I know what's coming and I'm halfway there, and I've suppressed doing that.

LRH: Uh — but I'm getting a little, two — two ping-ping dirty needle proposition here, that I have no business taking up in the rudiments.

LRH: All right. Very good. All right. On a Havingness Process, have you suppressed? Yes, I've still got a reaction to it. Anything else you can think of? Should be "suppressed anything?"

PC: Hm-hm.

PC: Sometimes when people are running a Havingness Process and they speak of permeating things and so on, I'm not always with them, and so I have suppressed any idea of getting up or saying I – that – that doesn't seem real to me.

LRH: But I know better than to go by this.

LRH: All right, very good. All right. Let me try this again now. On Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything? That's null. At least for – can I check it again?

PC: Mm. All right.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right. So I'm going to repeat this rudiment. Okay?

LRH: On Havingness Processes – on Havingness Processes have you suppressed anything. Well now, that read – that is latent. That is latent. That's an equivocal read. I'd better search it a little bit more. Can you think of anything else on suppressing things on a Havingness Process? There it is.

PC: Yeah.

PC: Um…

LRH: In this session . . .

LRH: There it is.

PC: Yeah.

PC: … yes. I know I started to Q-and-A sometimes with myself on – or argue with myself, as to whether I was really doing the process.

LRH: ... in this session, have you failed to reveal something? I got a little reaction there.

LRH: Hm-mm.

PC: Well, uh — let's see, it'd be on the subject of sex.

PC: And so stopped any – any idea – suppressed any idea of doing that. In other words, just do what I feel like doing when you – they give the command.

LRH: Hm.

LRH: I see. And what have you suppressed there exactly? I didn't quite understand that.

PC: Uh - well I've told you I've not had success in having sex with a girl. I — I've had this trouble of — of feeling that there was some latent homosexuality on my case.

PC: Suppressed any idea that I wasn't doing the process correctly.

LRH: Right.

LRH: I see, I see. All right, all right. I got it. All right. Let me check that now. On Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything? I've still got a bit of a reaction there. There's a tick.

PC: And this has bothered me.

PC: Well, I haven't got a specific incident. I've got a feeling that in running – in sometimes checking a Havingness Process, when I've been auditing, that I haven't always had a full dial – an increase in the squeeze…

LRH: Hm-hm. All right, you've got the . . .

LRH: Hm-mm.

PC: That might have been what I've been thinking of, yeah.

PC: … in the swing when I – I've got them to squeeze the cans.

LRH: All right, very good. Very good. In this session is there something you've failed to reveal? All right, I got a reaction on that. Anything else?

LRH: All right…

PC: Just thought about masturbation.

PC: And sort of suppressed that. Well, I oughtn't to pass this, but I did, you know, suppress the fast that you hadn't really got the full swing on the needle that you should have.

LRH: All right. Very good. Let me check it again. In this session, is there something you have failed to reveal? All right, there's a tickety-tock here.

LRH: All right, I understand that. Okay. Let's try this again now. On Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything. That is clean. Thank you very much. Okay. On Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything There is a latent read on that, and there's an immediate and a latent, both.

PC: Hm-mm.

PC: What I've got then was the first Havingness Processes that I had run on me…

LRH: Now, you listen to my question.

LRH: Oh yeah?

PC: Yeah. All right.

PC: … by Pearson, which was mocking up gold balls and pulling them in to me. And they always seemed to work very effectively

LRH: Just listen to this. In this session . . .

LRH: All right.

PC: Mm-mm.

PC: But uh – so I suppose I have invalidated those processes by reason of the fact we're running more in present time processes on havingness, you see.

LRH: ...is there something you have failed to reveal? All right, there's a — there's an action on it.

LRH: All right. I get you. All right, let me check this now, on the meter. On Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything I still got a reaction.

PC: Well, I haven't had sex.

PC: Hm.

LRH: All right.

LRH: That's it. That's it.

PC: I've told you this.

PC: Yes. Now this is something along the lines of – um – a process may – another process might run down a person's havingness…

LRH: That's right. There it is — right there. That's it — right there.

LRH: Hm-mm.

PC: Ah yes. Well, some trouble with — uh — various people on this — living with homosexuals and things like that.

PC: … and I've always – it's all been guided by the fast that any process that turns on a condition will run it off…

LRH: All right.

LRH: Right…

PC: It always seems to (quote) happen (unquote) and I've never been able to pin down the overt on this line.

PC: … and so – uh – I wouldn't interrupt it to run Havingness, despite the – being advised to the contrary.

LRH: Hm.

LRH: All right, all right. Very good. Very good. All right, let me ask that question again; check it here on the meter. On Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything Now, that is probably clean. But let me make doubly sure here. On Havingness Processes have you invalidated anything I've got a little reaction on that. It's a little tick-tick. That's it. Right there. That's it.

PC: When I was being audited on the course, we messed around for about four days trying to find some What question on this. And uh — I nev — .

PC: Room upstairs, I'm getting.

LRH: Really?

LRH: That's it. That's it.

PC: Yeah. I never really felt satisfied we ever got an overt on that.

PC: Oh! This would be on you – you've published and said that it's when you've – can have the largest object in the room.

LRH: Hm. All right.

LRH: Right.

PC: The one I think which came out was something about, what about withholding affection from a man or something peculiar. rue forgotten exactly the thing And this — this seemed to be an overt, and it ticked on the meter, but we never really seemed to get to the bottom of it.

PC: Now, then there's a tendency sometimes you find yourself starting off a process – I've only just realized this – I started off with the settee tonight when I was running the Havingness Process, and so that hasn't – as far as my case – that particular point hasn't become real to me.

LRH: Who was auditing you?

LRH: All right, very good. Very good. All right. Let me check that now on the meter. On Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything All right, there's an equivocal read because it read on "invalidated." Is there something here about the word "invalidated"? Yes. What is this on the word "invalidated"? I mean that – that's what we're tripping over here. I'm not even asking you to answer this very seriously, but have you got something on the subject of "invalidated"?

PC: Um — Kevin.

PC: No, it's very real to me. Um…

LRH: All right. Thank you very much. All right, didn't mean to ask you a second question there.

LRH: Yeah, there it is.

PC: All right.

PC: Well, what – the thought that comes to mind here is, I am – I always feel that I myself am easily invalidated.

LRH: All right. In this sessions, is there something you have failed to reveal? I got a reaction again. Click. Click.

LRH: Yeah…

PC: Yeah, well, I thought at the moment I'm living with one — with a homosexual.

PC: I mean, other people feel – they feel they invalidate me.

LRH: All right. Okay. All right. That must be it because it blew more.

LRH: Did you ever conclude somebody else was?

PC: Yeah. Hm.

PC: Huh?

LRH: All right. Very good.

LRH: You ever conclude somebody else was easily invalidated?

PC: And — oh — this is something I'm not at all happy about.

PC: Um…

LRH: Hm. All right. Okay.

LRH: There's the tick. There's the tick.

PC: And I can't find the overt behind it.

PC: Well, some.

LRH: Okay. In this session, is there something you have failed to reveal? Well now, that is just sitting there on a constant dirty needle. I don't know whether it's reacting to this or not. Uh . . .

LRH: All right. Okay. Okay. All right. There's a tick right there, there's a little double…

PC: Yeah, I think I've got it.

PC: Well, what I was thinking of there – that's – uh – I was – had this feeling of being, you know, easily invalidated. Only I'm not putting it in those words, it was – I had the feeling it must be something earlier than that.

LRH: What is it?

LRH: Well, all right. Well, now, we have no business tracking down this word "invalidated" anyhow, it – just – except it's getting in the road of my read.

PC: I think I'm trying to protect the guy.

PC: Okay.

LRH: oh, really?

LRH: All right. So, let me check it here on the meter again and see if we get the same phenomena, okay? On Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything. Now, we've got a little double read. We've got a double – little double tick here, on "invalidated" and on "anything" so we – we've got – we've got the lot here. Shed any light on that? There's the tick. There it is.

PC: Yeah.

PC: Oh, yes! Well, this of course! Going on quote – on remembering something you told us – I probably got this out of context, I'm not putting it forth as data – but you suggested that havingness was just something to keep the guy happy.

LRH: oh, all right.

LRH: Mm.

PC: Hm.

PC: Do you see? And uh – that it doesn't make a lot of difference, really. This is the impression I've got myself. And so I'm – I'm not all that bothered, I'm not all that concerned about running a pc's Havingness as such, because I feel that the major processes do him good.

LRH: Okay.

LRH: Hm.

PC: I tend to go about on some sort of a protect of homosexuals. On my goals list this was the last goal to null out before my goal, and what actually came out was to, I think, "Help a homosexual," something like that.

PC: And although we do it, and so on, then I always feel that… Well, I don't think we should really… It isn't necessary to do all this with a Havingness Process.

LRH: oh, all right. Okay. All right. Let me check this one more. I'm running a middle rudiment in the rudiments.

LRH: All right, very good. Very good. Let me check that on the meter now. All right. On Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything All right, the read has now altered, but I've still got a read. But you're – you're making progress now.

PC: That's all right.

PC: Yeah. This of course comes to the session in the Mayflower…

LRH: All right. All right. In this session, is there something you have failed to reveal? That is clean. Thank you.

LRH: Oh yeah.

PC: Okay.

PC: … that I was running. And there was a tick on the radiator in the other room…

LRH: All right. Now I'd like to run some Havingness on you. What would you say to that?

LRH: Yes…

PC: Fine.

PC: And I felt afterwards that that process had been probably spoiled for the reason that I let the pc take control to some extent at that stage.

LRH: All right. What was the last Havingness Process that ran on you?

LRH: Hm-hm.

PC: I believe it was, "Point out something."

PC: So I probably invalidated that session to some degree…

LRH: Okay. We will see.

LRH: All right.

PC: Okay.

PC: … as a Havingness session.

LRH: Now, I'm not trying to invalidate your Havingness Process, but you would be the first one.

LRH: All right. Thank you. Now let's see what we've got here on the meter. All right. On Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything. All right, we've still got a tickety-bang, here. Is there some early Havingness Process that you said didn't work or wouldn't work or anything like that? This – I'll tell you – let me – let me be frank here. There's a bit of a double-tick missed withhold on this, see, so somebody must have missed one.

PC: All right.

PC: Well, this again – it's going to lead back to this Havingness Process that I used to – that Pearson used to run on me. And for the life of me I used to get most cross when he would do the process and I'd go – dope off and he'd say, "Okay, mock up eight gold balls and pull them into you," you see. And I used to do this and – uh – sure enough it used to… And I used to get very cross that this would work!

LRH: Now put your hands up here with the backs of the hands on the table. Let's grip that can very nicely, there. All right. And make sure that that can is sitting down in the palm. Now relax. All right. Squeeze the cans. All right, thank you very much. All right. You can do what you please with the cans.

LRH: Oh, yeah.

PC: Okay.

PC: And, in the end, it got to such a state I'd be doping off and he'd just say mock up… And I'd say, "Okay, I'll wake up," you see, and I used to wake up and I just… I see there I’ve invalidated the process and decided to wake up myself or – or put this interpretation onto it, at that time. Did I explain that to you?

LRH: All right. Point out something

LRH: All right. Okay, yes, I understand that. Very good. All right, let me check this now. On Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything? All right, we've changed the read markedly now. And we've got a broader one. Did Pearson – missed a withhold on you?

PC: That nameplate.

PC: Oh blimey, he must have missed a hell of a lot.

LRH: Thank you. Point out something

LRH: No, I mean on that Havingness Process. Did he miss that withhold? This germane to that?

PC: That cigarette butt.

PC: I didn't tell him that.

LRH: Good. Point out something.

LRH: You didn't tell him that?

PC: Uh — those scales.

PC: I – I told him as far as that – I didn't tell – explain to him that I had invalidated a process in any way.

LRH: Good. Point out something.

LRH: Yeah, yeah…

PC: That telephone.

PC: But I said – I did make a remark to him, "All right, I'll wake up."

LRH: Good. Point out something.

LRH: All right.

PC: That camera.

PC: Said he needn't run the process.

LRH: Good. Point out something.

LRH: All right, thank you. Let me check that on the meter again. On Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything. Well, what do you know, our read is now latent.

PC: That lamp.

PC: Good.

LRH: Good. Point out something.

LRH: So, we're getting there. We're getting there. But I'll recheck this later. And right now, on Havingness Processes, have you failed to reveal anything. All right. I got no read on that. On Havingness Processes, have you been careful of anything We've got a read now.

PC: That curtain.

PC: Well, that's always very – as I say, careful to – um – do the command when the auditor says.

LRH: All right, very good. Now, squeeze the cans. All right. Thank you very much. That is not your Havingness Process.

LRH: Hm-hm.

PC: All right.

PC: Careful to squeeze the cans right at the end so as to make sure we're getting a read. Um – careful, of course, to try and get the process out of the way so that we can get on with the main body of the session.

LRH: Okay.

LRH: Hm. Hm. All right, all right, very good. Let me check that now. On Havingness Processes, have you been careful of anything? All right, we've got a couple of reads here now on this, all of which amount to nothing. Well, I'd better check this and just make sure now. Listen very carefully to the auditing command now. On Havingness Processes, have you been careful of anything? Now, I've got a read. Right at the end. Got a read there. Nice one. Shed a little more light on this.

PC: Hm-hm.

PC: Well, I – I'm careful to try, when I'm running a Havingness Process, to get the squeeze before I start to run and after a few commands. Sometimes rue slipped up, but it's something I sort of take pains to do, because sometimes I forget to do it. So therefore I'm careful when I do, to try and get this done.

LRH: Put down the cans. All right, we're going to run — just to be in the complete groove we'll start at the bottom of the pile.

LRH: All right. Very good. Let me check that again. On Havingness Processes, have you been careful of anything? All right. I'm going to read that once more. On Havingness Processes, have you been careful of anything? Now, as far as we're concerned, we're dodging around on this. I'm going to test it one more time. On Havingness Processes, have you been careful of anything? I've got a read there. I've definitively still got a read. It's a different read than you had, so you're cleaning it up.

PC: All right.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right. I'm going to run, "Feel that object."

LRH: Shed any lights on this? There it is. There it is. There it is.

PC: Okay.

PC: Careful to look behind me sometimes when I'm running a process and when I'm having a process run, so as I get uh – all the roo… all the room in… And one other thing comes to me: Careful, yes, to make sure that I include the auditor sometimes so that the guy won't feel insulted.

LRH: Okay. Now, you understand, when I say "Feel" I want you to get the feel of it, okay?

LRH: All right. Very good. Very good. Thank you. All right, let me check that again. On Havingness Processes, have you been careful of anything? And that is clean as a wolf's tooth. Thank you very much. I'm going to run all of the middle rudiments now.

PC: Yeah.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right. Feel that tablecloth.

LRH: All right. On Havingness Processes, have you told anyone a half-truth? Now, let me check that again; it might have been a read. On Havingness Processes, have you-told anyone a half-truth? No, that's clean.

PC: Hm-hm.

On Havingness Processes, have you told anyone an untruth? Let me check that again. On Havingness Processes, have you told anyone an untruth? There is a tick.

LRH: Thank you. Feel that board sign.

PC: Well sometimes, like this evening, sometimes I start the process off and you sort of say you can have something, and then you – you wonder whether you really are having it. And to that degree one is telling an untruth.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right. All right. Thank you. Let me check that now. On Havingness Processes, have you told anyone a hal… an untruth? Got a tick, maybe that was my reading of it. On Havingness Processes, have you told anyone an untruth? This is tagging around here. I don't – it doesn't quite settle down on this. I'll check it once more. On Havingness Processes, have you told anyone an untruth? Definitely a little reaction there. Shed any light on that? There it is.

LRH: Okay. Feel that ashtray.

PC: Something I wasn't – um – this comes on TR 10. I've instructed people not to use that in a test for havingness and I'm not quite sure whether that's true or not.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right. Very good.

LRH: All right. Feel that paper clip on this side. That's it.

PC: Is wrong data going on – maybe…

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right. Okay. Let me check it again. On Havingness Processes, have you told anyone an untruth? All right, I'll have to check it once more. On Havingness Processes, have you told anyone an untruth? That is clean. Okay. On Havingness Processes, have you said something only to impress someone? That's clean. On Havingness Processes, have you tried to damage someone? On Havingness Processes, have you tried to damage someone? I've got a reaction.

LRH: All right. Feel that can.

PC: Well, what I thought of is not a doingness, but – um – somebody once told me that anybod – uh – uh – uh – expect that – anybody that's put in the family way, if you ran Havingness on them, it might help them get rid of the baby.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: Oh, I see.

LRH: Okay. Feel your right sleeve. All right, thank you. Pick up the cans. Okay. Squeeze the cans. Yes, there's your Havingness Process.

PC: And I always thought this was rather – I didn't like this idea, but I never done that, I swear!

PC: All right!

LRH: All right, all right. Okay. All right. On Havingness Processes, have you ever tried to damage someone? That is clean. I will check it once more. On Havingness Processes, have you ever tried to damage someone? I get no read on that. Okay. Now, on Havingness Processes, have you tried to influence the E-Meter? All right, I get this equivocal reaction. I will ask it again just to check it on the meter. On Havingness Processes, have you tried to influence the E-Meter? I got a reaction.

LRH: All right, put the cans down. All right. Feel that tablecloth. Okay. Feel the back of your jacket. Attaboy, all right. Feel the buttons on that cuff. Okay. Feel that curtain. Okay. Feel that lamp column. Okay. Feel that telephone. Okay. Feel your tie. All right. Thank you very much. All right. Now what we're going to do here is in the middle of this — not because you're doing anything wrong . . .

PC: Well, this is on the… Sometimes I feel you squeeze the cans a bit harder to – to get the – on a Havingness Process, squeeze the cans a bit harder to get a read so that we – we can get onto something else.

PC: All right.

LRH: All right. Very good. Very good. Thank you. Let me check it on the meter now. On Havingness Processes, have you tried to influence the E-Meter? Got a reaction. Instant, but I – right on the button.

LRH: ... but let's just check out the middle rudiment on a Havingness Process, okay? Pick up the cans. Now, here we go. I'm going to ask you, "On — on Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything?" A tiny speed up of the fall. There's something. There's something right there. There it is.

PC: Well th – this – what I think of there is – I mean, is a "tried to," that, well, it's a – you're finding a Havingness Process, you always try to move the needle over so that you've found it.

PC: Yes, I think I've suppressed some sort of disinterest in the Havingness Process. You know, Havingness Process being run for the purpose of sort of cheering me up before the end of session. And well, I think I sort of suppressed the disinterest that I felt. I didn't really feel much better or much worse, but I said, "Oh, yeah, I feel fine."

LRH: All right. Very good. Very good. All right. Let me check this now. On Havingness Processes, have you tried to influence an E-Meter? All right, there's a reaction on that. Tiny bit tardy, but there might be something else there.

LRH: All right. All right, thank you. Thank you very much. On Havingness Processes have you suppressed anything All right. There was a tiny reaction again on that. Anything else?

PC: Well, here again it – it's a question of uh – like now, my hands are warm and moist and uh – I feel inclined that before you test for havingness that I – it would only be fair for me, if you allow me to dry my hands. Do you see?

PC: oh yeah, I suppress doing that — sort of letting out breath and yawning and stretching

LRH: I see.

LRH: oh, really?

PC: So to that degree there's an attempt to influence the E-Meter.

PC: on Havingness, yeah, I sort of felt, I should sit here and do nothing and just do the Havingness Process.

LRH: All right, very good. Let me ask the question again. On Havingness Processes, have you tried to influence the E-Meter? Now we got a dead one there that's clear as a mackerel. Okay? Very clear. All right.

LRH: All right. Very good. Okay. Let me check this on the meter now. On Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything All right, I have to check that again. On Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything I've got a reaction.

PC: Thank you.

PC: I think I suppressed telling the auditor I didn't think it worked on a couple of occasions.

LRH: Now. On Havingness Processes, have you failed to answer a command? And we got a reaction.

LRH: All right.

PC: Well – I just got a whole – must have been a number of commands I didn't answer on Havingness at times. You know, you… Especially if you've just come out of something and the auditor is struggling to get you around again and he bats on.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right.

LRH: Okay. All right. Let me check it again. On Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything The read is latent, but I'm going to clean it.

PC: I know I just get an occasional… In my last auditing here, where the auditor said um – did you answer commands, and I said no, I – there's some commands you missed . So he said, well give me the answers now. So I gave him the three answers and that seemed to clear it up.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right. All right. All right. Let me check this now. On Havingness Processes, have you failed to answer an auditing command? That's clean. All right? Just because some student would think that wasn't clean, I'm going to ask again. On Havingness Processes, have you failed to answer an auditing command? All right, there is the tiniest suggestion of slowdown. Let's be pedantic about it. On that first session, you just gave me some a few minutes ago.

LRH: Think of anything I'll repeat the question.

PC: The first session with Pearson?

PC: Yeah, I wa — I was off thinking of something else at that time.

LRH: Yeah.

LRH: Yeah. On Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything There's a reaction.

PC: Yes, I suppose I didn't answer that command when I said, "Okay, I'll – um – all right, I'll wake up." He possibly… Yes, yes that would be the – the time.

PC: Hm. Um. . .

LRH: All right.

LRH: There it is.

PC: I just didn't do the command.

PC: Well, this seems to boil down to this uh — bit on homosexuality again. Don't know where that comes in. I think I felt if an — if a — if an auditor who was a homosexual, who I know — knew was a homosexual — audited me, I felt I had to be a particularly good preclear in session.

LRH: All right. All right. Okay. Let me check that again. On Havingness Processes, have you failed to answer an auditing command? All right, we still got a reaction. There's something there. There's something there.

LRH: Hm.

PC: Well, this is running um – Op Pro by Dup. When Pearson was running it on me.

PC: I probably suppress some stuff on this in session, so I probably am suppressing the Havingness Processes if they're in it.

LRH: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right. Okay. All right. Now let me check this on the meter.

PC: That's the command, I mean, I may have got this twisted up with a Havingness command in those days, and it's a question then of his asking me the temperature of the book and how the hell could I tell the temperature of the book because I hadn't got a thermometer with me anyway. But it was something roundabout, and I gave him an answer. But I never felt that I really answered that question.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right, very good. Now, let me ask this in relationship to a Havingness command.

LRH: on Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything All right, that looks clean. I'm going to check it one more time before we leave it; it looks clean. On Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything There is still a reaction on that thing.

PC: Yes.

PC: Hm!

LRH: Now, on running a Havingness Process, have you failed to answer a command? Well that's – there. There's something there.

LRH: There it is. There it is.

PC: Well, I've got one on somebody else.

PC: Yeah! I think, on previous Havingness Processes when I've had to touch things, I sort of suppress feeling it very long I felt this was all wasting the time in the process. You know, wasting the auditor's time, feeling it. And you told me to feel it, and it felt a lot better.

LRH: Yeah, what's that?

LRH: oh, all right. All right. Okay. All right. Now, we're going to check this again. On Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything Well that is probably clean.

PC: When I uh – let uh – a pc get away with – uh – without answering a command, even though they queried it.

PC: Great, yeah.

LRH: All right, all right.

LRH: That is probably clean. We're wandering around in the middle of a needle here that's going this way and that. But that's probably clean. Let me check it just this one time. On Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything oh, I got a speeded rise.

PC: Got that time, they uh – I – they said did I answer those commands, and I said yes. And on the inspection I thought, no, they didn't. And so the poor guy's going around with an unanswered Havingness command.

PC: Could have been in the same session. Um . . .

LRH: All right. Is there one on yourself? That probably freed it, but let's get a specific answer on that.

LRH: There it is. There it is. There it is.

PC: Well, there's one with my last auditing again, when I missed out on one. This would – this would be um – oh, the same session I was talking about, where the – I'd said at the end of the time I hadn't answered all the commands.

PC: Something to do with the Havingness Process, um . . .

LRH: All right, okay. Good enough. Now, let me check this. On a Havingness Process, have you failed to answer an auditing command? That's clean. As wandery as the needle looks, it actually is clean. Okay? Now, we are going to resume this havingness activity. And we will get back right into it now, if that's all right with you. And how about you squeezing the cans? All right. Thank you very much. Good enough. Put them back in your lap.

LRH: There it is.

All right. Here's the next command. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: Something to do about a curtain somewhere.

PC: Those flowers.

LRH: Hm?

LRH: Very good. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: Something to do about curtains.

PC: That arm of the settee.

LRH: Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's reacting here.

LRH: Good. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: I think the process was, "Look around here and find something you could have," or "Where is the" or something like that. And I looked at the curtains — it was something to do with reaching curtains — the idea of reaching curtains and I think I never really felt I could — I could reach those curtains. I felt I just couldn't have them. And they're not anything substantial enough to have. Some peculiar idea like that.

PC: Key to the lock.

LRH: All right, very good. All right, let me check it now. On Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything There's a reaction there. Tick. Tick.

LRH: Good. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: Um — well, I always felt it was a good point in the session, if I were being run on Havingness.

PC: Fire.

LRH: Hm-hm.

LRH: Good. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: And I sort of felt, well, I shouldn't feel this way because I'm probably trying to avoid something else in the session.

PC: That ashtray.

LRH: oh, all right.

LRH: Good. Look around here and find something you could have.

PC: You know, something like this. I'm — I mean, well, I actually enjoy this to some extent. It's one of the few processes actually that I enjoy and I shouldn't feel that way about a session.

PC: Telephone.

LRH: All right. Okay. Here we go. On Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything? All right. I still get a speeded rise on this. Now look, just give me a little — I'll give you a little help here.

LRH: Good enough. Squeeze the cans. All right, that Havingness command is for the birds.

PC: Yeah.

PC: Okay.

LRH: Can you pick up the first time Havingness was ever run on you? Just to speed this up a little bit. There it is.

LRH: Okay? And not to go into one of endless this and that, we're going to start more or less at the bottom. And if it works – dandy.

PC: Well, I — I'm not absolutely sure, but I believe this is the first time Havingness was run on me. Yeah, it was in St. John's Wood and Peter Cowell was running some — was trying to pull me out of the mess he'd got me into by out of session running some Confront Process. And he probably ran some Havingness at the end of that session.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right, put down the cans, would you? All right, we're going to run, "Feel that."

PC: I don't actually recall him doing so, but he probably did. It's the first real session I can recall haring.

PC: Good.

LRH: Hm-hm. All right, was that suppressive?

LRH: All right. Feel that tablecloth.

PC: What, the session?

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: No, the Havingness.

LRH: Thank you. Feel that board.

PC: The Havingness? I don't know.

PC: Hm.

LRH: All right.

LRH: Okay, thank you. Feel that ashtray. Okay, thank you. Feel that curtain. Okay, thank you. Pick up the cans now, would you? All right. Squeeze them. Like a breeze. Okay, put them down. All right, feel that chair. Thank you. Feel that jacket. Okay, thank you. Feel the top of your head. Okay, thank you. Feel your right ear. Okay, thank you. Feel your left ear. Okay, thank you. Feel your tie. Okay, thank you. Feel your chair. Okay, thank you. Feel the tablecloth. Okay, thank you. Pick up the cans. All right. Squeeze the cans. Dandy. All right. Now, I'm going to give you two more commands and then we'll end this process, if that's all right with you.

PC: Possibly.

PC: Yes.

LRH: All right. That was more than I really ought to be piloting you into, but I was trying to give you a little breadth of reason here.

LRH: All right. Feel that can.

PC: Yeah.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right, let me check this thing again now. see where we're at. On Havingness Processes, have you ever suppressed anything? I got a reaction.

LRH: Okay. Feel that can.

PC: Goddamn. I've been thinking about lots of other things, but I can't think of anything on havingness.

PC: Right.

LRH: What are you doing

LRH: All right. Thank you very much. That's the end of… Anything you care to say before I end it?

PC: Well, I was still sort of back in that session, thinking about what happened during that session.

PC: No, thank you.

LRH: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right, end of process. Okay. Now we're going on into the end rudiments. All right? Here we go. In this session have you told me a half-truth? Untruth? In this session have you told me an untruth? I'd better check that again. In this session have you told me an untruth? I really don't have a read here. But I'm getting a little double tick. That's all right, we'll catch it. Let me check this once more. In this session have you told me a half-truth, untruth? Tried only to impress me? Did you just think of something there?

PC: You know, with Peter Cowell.

PC: I just thought that I had been trying to be a good preclear. At times, yes, trying to impress you that way.

LRH: Hm-hm. All right. Now, let me check this word: Suppressed. That word is hotter than a pistol.

LRH: Oh, all right. All right, thank you. You tried only to impress me? All right, have you tried to impress anybody else?

PC: Yeah.

PC: Well, there's quite a little crowd downstairs watching and I just thought of them, but that's all.

LRH: All right. Well, we're just checking Havingness Processes.

LRH: All right. Have you tried to impress them?

PC: Okay, fair enough.

PC: Yes, I should think so.

LRH: Understand?

LRH: All right. Okay. Let me check this again. In this session have you tried to impress anyone? All right, there's a tick on that.

PC: Yeah.

PC: Yes, I think I tried to impress you on the subject of this early subjective Havingness Processes that I – I'm very fond of those and I feel I've tried to get that line over to you.

LRH: All right. Now you listen very carefully to this question. On Havingness Processes, have you suppressed anything? That is clean. Thank you.

LRH: Okay. All right. Let me check this again. In this session have you tried to impress anyone? Cleaner than a wolf's tooth. Okay? In this session, have you tried to damage anyone? Tick. That's it.

PC: Okay. Very well.

PC: Tried not to damage anyone.

LRH: All right.

LRH: All right. All right. Tried to damage anyone? Tried positively to damage anyone? Got a tick there. We're wandering around here with a tick.

PC: I guess that word would be hot.

PC: Well there could be a tried to damage – there's a possibility of damage of Pearson.

LRH: All right. Now, on Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything? Got a reaction here.

LRH: Oh really?

PC: Well, I think I invalidated this, "Point out something" before I came into session.

PC: I was saying that he didn't – that he let me get away with that unanswered command.

LRH: Really?

LRH: All right. Okay. All right. Let me check that now. In this session have you tried to damage anyone? All right. Let me check this now, and listen – listen to this auditing command. In this session have you tried to damage anyone? Clean. Okay. Thank you. All right. In this session, have you deliberately tried to influence the E-Meter? Thank you very much, that's clean. In this session, have you failed to answer any question or command? I got a clank here. What's this? In this session have you failed to answer any question or command?

PC: Yeah. Well, I thought, well that didn't — probably because I didn't seem — feel to get very far on my auditing on the course. Well, not as far as I'd like to have gone.

PC: Well, I did. I altered a command, so, inasmuch as you said, "Look around here and find…" I first thought of that settee and then instead of giving you that answer – that was the answer I failed to give you – I gave you the arm of the settee instead.

LRH: Hm-hm.

LRH: Oh, all right. All right. All right. Let me check that now. In this session have you failed to answer any question or command? This is practically clean, but there's a tiniest slowdown now. Can you think of another one or that one or any one of them?

PC: It never really made me feel terrifically bright and cheerful. So I probably invalidated that before I came into the session.

PC: That one, yes. And that was followed by the – the key, where I – no I'm sorry it was followed by the telephone when I was about to… Sort of made up my mind to have that and then so – when I'm – I was ahead of you and beating the gun, so I changed to the telephone for your answer, so you didn't get the co – uh – that command – that answered.

LRH: All right. Very good. Let me check this now. On Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything? Reaction.

LRH: All right, all right. Are you satisfied you just answered the auditing question?

PC: Yeah, well, on this one, "Look around here and find something you could have," at one time this was what was considered — what probably still is considered — to be sort of the most high toned of Havingness Processes. And if anybody ever tried to run this thing on me or test it on me, I sort of used to invalidate the fact, well, I wasn't up to the point where I could run this process.

PC: Yes.

LRH: Hm. All right, very good. I'll check this on the meter again now. On Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything All right, there's probably a reaction on the end of that.

LRH: All right, very good. In this session have you failed to answer any question or command? Now, this is – this is nervous. This is a nervous little tiny needle here. I'm sorry to be dragging you around the bend on this.

PC: Um.

PC: Well, what I'm getting on this is just when you asked me then, was um – this question of having, again, whether I had really had these – decide I could have them when I named them off to you.

LRH: We're cooling this off markedly.

LRH: Oh, all right.

PC: Hm.

PC: And sort of chanting names to you, rather than definitely saying – deciding I could have them.

LRH: There's something right there.

LRH: Well, all right. Excellent. All right, let me check this now. In this session have you failed to answer any question or command? Got a reaction here. All right, just let me steer this; just think over the session here for a moment, and let me see what I've got here. Questions or commands you've answered in this session. There it is. There it is. There it is again.

PC: Yeah, I've got something — invalidated this, "Feel that" you know, I felt this uh — sort of reactively felt, well, this is a CCH-style process and it's — I should be able to run some more thinkingness style thing, you know. Something — something crazy like that probably crossed my mind.

PC: Something to do with these cans. You asked – you gave – you said you would give me two more commands of the process.

LRH: Good enough. All right, let me check this question again.

LRH: Hm-hm.

PC: Hm-hm.

PC: And uh – you – and I went to put the cans down.

LRH: All right. On Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything? All right, "invalidated" is falling, so let me give you this question very, very strongly here. Now, you listen to it. On Havingness Processes, have you invalidated anything That's clean.

LRH: Oh, I see.

PC: Okay!

PC: So there was an unspoken command to keep them in my hand, which is the nearest I can get one – it sounds awfully get-out, but that's the nearest I can get to.

LRH: Okay. Let's try the next one now.

LRH: All right, did you feel those two there, when I asked you to?

PC: All right.

PC: I felt the two, but no – before there, you see, I thought you were going to say put them down on the table.

LRH: on Havingness Processes, have you failed to reveal anything That happens to be clean.

LRH: Oh, I see.

PC: Really? I had an answer ready for you.

PC: I anticipated that command. So there was the unspoken command to keep them in my hands, but I went to put them down, do you see? So to that degree I didn't fully carry out the unspoken command of putting them down.

LRH: Give me the answer, by all means.

LRH: All right, all right, all right. Let's – let's put it this way. Let's put it this way – there's a tick. All right. In this session, have you failed to answer any question or command? Now I've got a reaction on command. There it is. There it is. There it is.

PC: Well, I think I fail to reveal to auditors — mind you I've told you this before — but I think I failed to reveal to auditors the fast that I didn't think this was working really well. And also the fast that a lot of them didn't seem to ever tell me whether the damn thing was loosening and they often looked a bit puzzled — left me in a bit of a not-know. And I didn't reveal the fact that I felt that way about it.

PC: Hm. I'm just not getting anything.

LRH: All right, very good. Very good. All right, just to cheer you up, I'll check it again. All right?

LRH: There it is. There it is.

PC: Yeah.

PC: Well, this is the uh – beginning of the session then…

LRH: on Havingness Processes, have you failed to reveal anything? Now, the reaction on it is quite latent.

LRH: Hm-hm.

PC: Yeah. Okay.

PC: … when you said, "Has the session started for you?"

LRH: I'm going to ask it again just because we're cleaning up Havingness Processes.

LRH: Hm-hm.

PC: Hm.

PC: And I said "Yes." And you said, "You sure of that?" I'm not sure that I answered that second command of "sure of this." That's the nearest I can get to anything there. In other words, you asked me a question, or – which is a command, because you asked me something and I can't recall definitely giving you an answer to the second question.

LRH: You give me an answer to it. On Havingness Processes, have you failed to reveal anything?

LRH: All right, very good. Very good. All right. Let me ask you this question again. In this session have you failed to answer any question or command? That is clean, thank you very much.

PC: Yeah.

Now, in this session, have I missed a withhold on you? All right, let me ask it again. In this session, have I missed a withhold on you? I got a tick.

LRH: All right, what?

PC: Well, the only thing was that I didn't tell you names of auditors – all the auditors and pcs that I was referring to.

PC: Well, as an auditor, I failed to reveal sometimes to my preclear, at the time I should have done, the fast that the thing wasn't particularly loosening. There have even been a couple of occasions where I've more or less said, well, this thing seems to be a little better, when I couldn't really detect any difference. You know, it was a half-truth, or an untruth to the preclear.

LRH: All right, very good. Let me ask that again. In this session, have I missed a withhold on you? Tick.

LRH: Very good. Very good. All right. We'll check this out again. On Havingness Processes, have you failed to reveal anything All right, we got a reaction there. A nice dirty needle.

PC: This has to do with Havingness Processes – um – running of them. Perhaps you didn't get the… I said – perhaps I said occasionally that I've done this, and you didn't get the time, place, form and event of times when I hadn't…

PC: Yeah, well I think this is all in the same line, you know, of sort of pretending to preclears. Um — couldn't find a Havingness Process, couldn't get anything to work, so I sort of more or less said to the preclear, "Well, that seems to be doing something," and run it for a few more commands.

LRH: All right, all right.

LRH: All right. All right. Okay. All right. We're going to check this again now. On Havingness Processes, have you failed to reveal anything? Got a reaction now. The dirty needle's gone.

PC: … done this Havingness Process right.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: Good enough. All right, let me check this again. In this session have I missed a withhold on you? Once more I'm going to check that very carefully now. In this session, have I missed a withhold on you? There is a hang-up, right on the end of that. Could you answer that? That's it. There it is.

LRH: You got a just a straight fall.

PC: Um – yes, this is um – was – it was again the full circumstances of getting – letting – letting a pc – letting a pc not answer a Havingness command.

PC: Um — think I've done this quite a few times. You know, up and down during auditing.

LRH: All right. All right. All right. Now, let me understand this now. The full circumstances of not letting a pc answer. Did that happen in this session, that? Now, what did you refer to? I just didn't get all…

LRH: Hm-hm.

PC: No, I – during this I – I had told you about when I was running a Havingness Process and so on, so that had you pressed me you could have had some more details about that, and I didn't tell you all about it.

PC: Um — failed to reveal the fact that the Havingness Process didn't seem to be really doing much.

LRH: All right. Very good. Now, let me ask you again. In this session, have I missed a withhold on you? That's clean. Thank you. All right. Now. Are you willing to talk to me about your difficulties?

LRH: Hm-hm. Hm-hm.

PC: Yes.

PC: Is this clear? It's all on the same line.

LRH: Well, I got a little tick on that. What do you suppose that's all about?

LRH: All right. All right. Very good. Check it again. On Havingness Processes, have you failed to reveal anything? All right, there's a reaction on the end of that line now, again. We're getting somewhere though. I tell you I've got — we've got the dirty needle off of it. We've — it's moving right along here. We've just got a little flick up.

PC: Well I thought, "For God's sake don't let this one be out, clot."

PC: Uh.

LRH: Huh?

LRH: There's something right there. That's it. That's it. That's it.

PC: "For God's sake don't let this one be out, clot."

PC: Yeah, I think on some Havingness Processes I failed to reveal that I haven't answered the comms and, you know, I haven't answered the command on a lot of the processes.

LRH: All right. All right. Are you willing to talk to me about your difficulties? Seems to be clean now. All right, what were you doing – making sure that was really clean?

LRH: All right.

PC: Yes!

PC: Didn't tell the auditor that.

LRH: All right. Now, look around here and tell me if you could have anything.

LRH: Okay. All right. Let's check that out. On Havingness Processes, have you failed to reveal anything? Getting better. Your needle's loosening up on it.

PC: Yes.

PC: All right.

LRH: All right. I got a slight tick on that so I'm going to run a few more commands of Havingness. Okay? Would you put down your cans? All right, feel that cloth. Okay. Feel that ashtray. Okay. Feel that board. Okay. Feel those paper clips. All right. Feel your right sleeve. Good. Feel your left sleeve. Good. All right, pick up the cans. Okay. All right. Look around here and tell me if you can have anything.

LRH: All right. Go ahead and answer it. I'll repeat it. On Havingness Processes, have you failed to reveal anything There it is. There it is.

PC: Yes.

PC: Ah, ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha, yes. If — if uh — if being audited by a man, I always felt bad that anyth — in a CCH Havingness Process.

LRH: All right, good. You get a bang on that.

LRH: Hm-hm.

PC: Hm?

PC: And uh. ..

LRH: You get a slight bang on that, just --- just even so. Look around here and tell me if you could have anything.

LRH: Hm-hm.

PC: Yes.

PC: ... any touching of body parts, this sort of thing I think I failed to reveal this to the auditor.

LRH: All right, now, I get a bang on that. I get a bang on that. Is there anything – any way you'd care to answer that?

LRH: All right.

PC: Well, I can have the door and the settee and…

PC: Yeah, that's it.

LRH: All right. All right. Let me check that now on the meter. Look around here and tell me if you can have anything. All right, thank you very much. That's clean. All right. Now, have you made part of – any part of your goals for this session?

LRH: All right.

PC: Well, we certainly got the ruds cleaned up.

PC: Hadn't thought about that.

LRH: All right. Okay. And have you made any other gains in this session you would care to mention?

LRH: Very good. Check this again. On Havingness Processes, did you fail to reveal anything? All right. This is getting quite clean now. There's a little more here. There it is.

PC: Yes, I feel a lot freer and brighter now. And this isn't propitiation, there's uh – I felt a bit heavy and nervous when I came into session, I mean you sprung a surprise on me, and I did. I feel very, very free, and um – well, I'm very happy to know that I can go through a session like this in front of the audience – now I've remembered them again.

PC: Well, this is merely a thought, this isn't something that I've done. But you — you were talking about this — this uh — process of touch my knee or something like that, you see.

LRH: All right.

LRH: Hm-hm.

PC: On that I've had quite a gain.

PC: And uh — I was sort of thinking, well uh — this wouldn't be a bad process to try out on my girlfriend .

LRH: All right. Well thank you very much. Is there anything you'd care to ask or say before I end this session?

LRH: All right.

PC: Yes, I'm interested to know what the tone arm action was on running these rudiments, and so on.

PC: And I thought of that then. I never have tried it, but that was the thought that came up.

LRH: Well your tone arm action here – your tone arm action with sensitivity at two – uh, pardon me, at sixteen…

LRH: All right, let's . . .

PC: Hm.

PC: I wonder if this is a — this is as dangerous and as effective as you say it is.

LRH: …is sitting here on 2.0. You came into session, at about 2.5, and then you went down to about 1.75. So the total tone arm action has been .75, and oddly enough, the greatest action you have gotten has been on Havingness.

LRH: Okay. Here's the question again. On Havingness Processes, have you failed to reveal anything? Got a reaction. There it is. There it is.

PC: Hm-hm. Yes.

PC: I don't get anything there.

LRH: And I think that that – that answers your question. I can add something else on the thing

LRH: There it is.

PC: Please.

PC: I no — I did — I just noticed a little somatic in my elbow there, but don't get anything else. Um . . .

LRH: I think your Havingness Process has not been functional. That – this is a clean sweep as everybody that I have checked Havingness Processes on, their Havingness Process doesn't work.

LRH: There it is. Tick.

PC: Hm, yeah.

PC: Well this is rather taking in the scope of something more than a simple Havingness Process, but taking any CCH Process to be somewhat of a Havingness Process. I guess I fail to reveal things at various times to the auditor.

LRH: So that's from my viewpoint. But you got .75 action there and it's been very good.

LRH: Hm. All right, let's see if this cleans up. All right. On Havingness Processes, have you failed to reveal anything All right, apparently it's very clean.

PC: Okay.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: Okay?

LRH: Apparently so.

PC: Thank you.

PC: Apparently so. All right.

LRH: All right. Is it all right with you if I end this session now?

LRH: No, fail to reveal is — is still mucked up.

PC: Yes.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right. Here it is. End of session.

LRH: A bit.

PC: Thank you.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right. Session ended for you?

LRH: But it's just a restimulative word, you see. But the question itself is clean. Okay?

PC: Yes.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right. Tell me I'm no longer auditing you.

LRH: All right. And here's the last one of these middle ruds. On Havingness Processes, have you been careful of anything I got a reaction.

PC: You're no longer auditing me.

PC: Yes, I think I've been careful of — of not sort of reaching out. Um — you know, I always felt that if I got daring and actually dared to reach out towards a — a larger object in the room . . .

LRH: Okay. Take a break.

LRH: Hm.

PC: ... there'd be something wrong in this. I don't quite know why there should be anything wrong, but I sort of felt careful, "Well, I must do it on a gradient scale."

LRH: All right. Very good. Now, let's check this one.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: on Havingness Processes have you been careful of anything? Latent . . .

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: ... but still, we must clean it.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right, on Havingness Processes, have you been careful of anything There you've got it.

PC: Yeah, well I been — I think I've sort of been careful of — of letting auditors know that I can run a Havingness Process well.

LRH: All right.

PC: For some reason or another that's what came up there.

LRH: All right.

PC: Don't seem to make much sense, but, uh.

LRH: Good. Good. Yeah. Good.

PC: Yeah, that's what I've been doing.

LRH: It reacts as a missed withhold.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right. Here it is: on Havingness Processes, have you been careful of anything? Reaction. Right on the button. Right on the end of it.

PC: Uh...

LRH: There it is.

PC: Yeah, when — um — when auditors have been checking out Havingness Processes, I sort of sat very careful and still . . .

LRH: Hm.

PC: ... not to let my breath, or any sort of extraneous thought get in the way of the can squeeze or anything else.

LRH: Hm-hm.

PC: Always sat there very carefully when squeezing cans, been very careful of the way I squeeze the cans.

LRH: Hm-hm. All right. Very good. Okay. Now let's see if this is clean. On Havingness Processes, have you been careful of anything Cleaner than a wolf's tooth. Okay?

PC: Yeah, fine.

LRH: All right. Now, let's return to the Havingness Process. Okay?

PC: Okay, yeah.

LRH: Put down the cans there. All right. Feel that tablecloth.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: Okay. Feel that chair. Okay, very good. Feel that sleeve. Very good. Feel your tie. All right. Feel that can. Good-oh. Feel the back of this E-Meter. All right. Thank you. Feel that sign.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right. Feel that curtain. Okay. Thank you. Pick up the cans. All right. Squeeze the cans. Very good. Squeeze them again. All right. Put them down. Okay. Feel that tablecloth.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: Okay. A moment ago, did you miss a command on the chair?

PC: Did I miss a command ?

LRH: Did you just do something — did you wonder what part of the chair you should feel, or something like that?

PC: No, I was — all I was noticing there was that I really felt — I was really feeling it.

LRH: All right.

PC: I thought I had a stray thought. Well, I wonder if I'm taking up too much time, you see, on the TV again. You know?

LRH: All right. You take all the time you please!

PC: All right.

LRH: All right. Feel that sign. Okay. Now feel the lettered side of it. All right. Now feel the unlettered side of it. All right. Very good. Feel that tablecloth.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: Okay. Pick up the cans. Okay. Squeeze the cans. That's my boy! All right, put down the cans. I'm going to give you two more commands and end this process, if that's all right with you.

PC: Fine, yeah.

LRH: Okay. Feel the tablecloth.

PC: My favorite tablecloth.

LRH: Very good. All right, feel your chair.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: Okay. Pick up the cans. All right. Is there anything you'd care to say before I end up?

PC: No, I feel a bit brighter after it.

LRH: All right. End of process.

PC: Okay.

LRH: Okay. Now let's go into end rudiments here, shall we?

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right. In this session, have you told me any half-truth? Tiniest little flick.

PC: oh, I didn't mention the names of all these people I've been staying with — the homosexuals, people like that.

LRH: All right. Very good.

PC: Didn't mention all their names.

LRH: Excellent. All right. In this session, have you told me any half-truths? Reaction.

PC: Well, perhaps it's a half-truth that I haven't really sort of had sex. I suppose I've attempted it enough times. I've never really had it satisfactorily, you know, or really got anywhere with it.

LRH: All right.

PC: I've never had it, period.

LRH: All right. Okay. Now let me — let me check this with malice aforethought now. All right. In this session have you told me a half-truth? It looks clean.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right. I'm going to ask it one more time just to make absolutely sure. In this session have you told me a half-truth. No, I got no reaction on that to amount to anything.

PC: I sort of had a latent thought on you looking down there. All right.

LRH: Yeah. Well, there's a question in my mind concerning it. Your needle is doing a bit of a — of a swing here, and of course I didn't have your sensitivity up to 16 for the first question.

PC: Ah, I see. Oh.

LRH: I swung it up late. That's what you've just missed and the reality of it.

PC: oh I see, all right. Yeah. Possibly I feel there is some sort of half-truth in that I haven't laid my complete case out at your feet in this session.

LRH: All right.

PC: I've sort of got a — a feeling that I ought to and yet I oughtn't to.

LRH: All right.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: Okay.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right. In this session have you told me a half-truth. I got no reaction on that to amount to a hill of beans.

PC: Okay.

LRH: All right. In this session, have you told me an untruth? Let me check that again. In this session have you told me an untruth? Got a speed up.

PC: Hm-hm. Well, perhaps it was an untruth of we — I didn't get anywhere in my auditing on course. I did get somewhere on it — not as far as I — as I would have liked to. Perhaps I misled you on that.

LRH: All right. Very good. Let me check that again.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: In this session have you told me an untruth? Got a reaction.

PC: Well also, that we didn't dig up any overts on th — I probably gave you the idea that we didn't dig up any overts on Prepchecking. We did dig up some things, and odds and ends that were overts. I don't really feel we got to the bottom of it.

LRH: All right. Very good. Okay. In this session have you told me an untruth? All right, that's clean. That's all right now.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: Now, in this session have you said something only to impress me? Reaction.

PC: Well, I thought that — well, yeah, perhaps the bit on the checksheets. Um — sort of giving the idea I've been working terribly hard to get out these checksheets, and I'm so pressed that I couldn't get anything else done.

LRH: All right.

PC: I guess that was somewhat to impress XXXXXXXXXXXX

LRH: Okay. Let me check that. In this session, have you said something only to impress me? Clean. Thank you.

All right. In this session have you tried to damage someone? Clean.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right. In this session, have you deliberately tried to influence the E-Meter? Got a reaction there.

PC: Well, I did notice that on the Havingness my hands — when I put — when I — um — picked up the cans after we'd been running the Havingness Process, that my hands did seem a little bit looser. Probably, I was thinking, well, I'd like this to be looser this time.

LRH: All right.

PC: And I did notice my hands were looser, and didn't tell you about this.

LRH: Okay.

PC: They did — you know, they weren't gripping the cans quite so tightly.

LRH: All right. In this session, have you deliberately tried to influence the E-Meter? Still got a tick.

PC: Um — oh, the same thing I wanted the havingness to be more.

LRH: All right. All right.

PC: That more or less seems to be it. I did pick them up and they were looser, and I didn't tell you about it.

LRH: All right. Okay. Here it is again: In this session, did you deliberately try to influence the E-Meter? Still a reaction here.

PC: Well, perhaps this is something on that I did — um, my hands were a little less sweaty when I put them back on the cans. Possibly I thought well, this will make them glue less to the cans and I might get a bit of a wider swing.

LRH: All right. Now, let me ask - repeat this question very carefully. In this session, have you deliberately tried to influence the E-Meter?

PC: Well, I wanted the can squeeze to be bigger. So to that extent, yes, I did, because I picked it up and it — my hands were looser.

LRH: All right.

PC: I did deliberately pick them up looser.

LRH: All right. Very good. Very good. All right. Here we go. Here's the next — here's the check-off on that. In this session, have you deliberately tried to influence the E-Meter? All right. The needle turns around on the E-Meter there; it's changed its pattern.

PC: Mm.

LRH: Think of anything else?

PC: Well, I can't think of any deliberate influence. There was a couple of times when my — my hands seemed to shake a little bit and I didn't mention this to you, but it didn't seem to bother you. But perhaps I felt I ought to have mentioned it.

LRH: All right. Okay. Let me check this now. In this session, have you deliberately tried to influence the E-Meter? All right. That's clean.

PC: Okay.

LRH: All right. You got a little bit of something on E-Meters.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right, but we sorted it out. That's okay. All right. In this session, have you failed to answer any question or command? Reaction.

PC: Well, on this last one perhaps I didn't answer you straight out to start off with. On this last rudiment we were cleaning.

LRH: All right. Okay. Good enough. Let me repeat this — check it on the meter. All right. In this session, have you failed to answer any question or command? That's clean. That's all right. You got a little — little slowdown on the word "command."

PC: Well, the — the only thing I was thinking about was that perhaps I've been a little bit slow in this session in bringing up all points, some known points. You know, and sort of been a bit slow in answering the commands.

LRH: I understand.

PC: Mm-mm.

LRH: All right. In this session, have you failed to answer any question or command? A tiny slowdown on the uprise.

PC: Well, on this bit on failing to reveal, whatever it was on the — Um — checking out on the havingness . . .

LRH: Mm.

PC: ... I sort of felt, well, there's probably a lot more on the whole subject of failed to reveal. To that extent, I didn't go into it.

LRH: Hm-mm.

PC: And well, to a slight extent it's an unanswered command.

LRH: All right. Good enough. In this session have you failed to answer any question or command? Now we're getting an anxiety here.

PC: To some extent, yeah.

LRH: All right, now you listen to this very carefully.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: In this session have you failed to answer any question or command? Clean, thank you.

PC: All right.

LRH: All right. In this session, have you withheld anything from me? It's an equivocal read — a little bit latent.

PC: I was a bit surprised at the question.

LRH: Is that all that is?

PC: Yeah. I think so. I just thought, well, I have withheld these people's names and odds and ends like that.

LRH: Hm-hm. All right. Very good. In this session have you withheld anything from me? All right, it's a — it's a slowed rise.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right. Okay. Are you willing to talk to me about your difficulties? All right, that was a reaction — probably followed the cough.

PC: Hm, I don't know.

LRH: Well, I'd — I think it was. So I'll check it again. Are you willing to talk to me about your difficulties? The read is equivocal, a little bit late.

PC: Well, I think this all comes under the question of goals. I got — on my goals I set to sort of get my future sorted out.

LRH: Hm-hm.

PC: I haven't discussed any of this with you.

LRH: Hm. Bang-bang.

PC: Possibly there's been a bit of reluctance on this.

LRH: Bang-bang Yeah. All right. Are you willing to talk to me about your difficulties? That's smoothing out now.

PC: Hm. I think it's the same thing — em — on planning my future, knowing exactly how long I'm going to stay here and what my plans in the future will be.

LRH: Hm.

PC: This that and the other. And I sort of left you out of the picture.

LRH: All right. Okay. Let me ask this one more time.

PC: Hm-mm.

LRH: Are you willing to talk to me about your difficulties?

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right, that's clean.

Okay. Now look around here and tell me if you could have anything.

PC: Hm-hm. That chair.

LRH: All right. I'll check this for meter read just to . . .

PC: Yeah.

LRH: Look around here and tell me if you can have anything.

PC: Yeah, that curtain.

LRH: Yeah, I'm getting a reaction on that, so put down the cans.

PC: All right.

LRH: All right. All right, touch the tablecloth. Thank you. Touch that ashtray — what were you going to say? You were going to say something?

PC: No, I don't think I was going to say anything.

LRH: All right. Okay. Touch that ashtray. Thank you. Touch that E-Meter can. Okay. Pick up the cans. All right. Squeeze the cans. Thank you. Thank you. That was the last command.

PC: Okay.

LRH: All right. Look around here and tell me if you can have anything. All right, thank you. Thank you very much.

Okay. Have you made any part of your goals for this session?

PC: You better remind me of them. I've forgotten what they are.

LRH: You said you had a PTP with a girl.

PC: Yes, I f eel a bit happier about that, yeah.

LRH: All right, very good.

PC: Less tense.

LRH: And you want to feel a lot brighter.

PC: I do. Much brighter.

LRH: All right. Very good. Now, have you made any other gains in this session you'd care to mention?

PC: I think I can confront the embarrassed students better.

LRH: oh, yeah?

PC: Yeah.

LRH: All right. Just how do you mean that now, just so I understand it.

PC: Um — well, I feel that I've probably got off some withholds they don't know about, and got off some not-knows on the line. I guess there's more reality about the place.

LRH: All right. Very good. Very good. Any other gains you'd care to mention?

PC: No, that about covers it.

LRH: Hm?

PC: That covers it.

LRH: That covers it.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right, very good. Now, is there anything you care to say or ask before I end this session?

PC: Well, thank you very much.

LRH: All right.

PC: I didn't think I'd survive it this well.

LRH: You didn't, huh?

PC: No.

LRH: All right. Here it is then.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: End of session.

PC: Okay.

LRH: Okay. Session ended for you?

PC: Yes, it has.

LRH: All right. Tell me I'm no longer auditing you.

PC: You are no longer auditing me.

LRH: Thank you.

PC: Thank you. That was good.

LRH: Good enough!

PC: Whoow!